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MEDITATION ON RED


  • 鈥淚 feel I've been here for . . . centuries. Even this winter dates from the dark ages.鈥 鈥 Jean Rhys, letter from Cheriton Fitzpaine, Devon

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    1. You, voyager
    2. in the dark
    3. landlocked
    4. at Land Boat Bungalows no. 6
    5. never saw this
    6. green
    7. wide
    8. as the sea
    9. green
    10. limitless
    11. the rain
    12. that greeted your arrival
    13. at Cheriton Fitzpaine

    14. You (destiny:
    15. storm-tossed)
    16. never saw
    17. the rolling downs
    18. patchworked
    19. in emerald, peridot
    20. mint, celadon
    21. never saw
    22. sheep
    23. tossed here and there
    24. like foam
    25. for decoration
    26. on this green
    27. quilt
    28. of Devon.

    29. Arrival
    30. at Land Boat Bungalows
    31. at flood time
    32. never rid you of
    33. the fear of being
    34. the fear of being left
    35. the fear of being left
    36. high and dry
    37. So at no. 6
    38. there was
    39. perpetual flooding
    40. so much drink
    41. flowing
    42. so much tears
    43. so much
    44. on the edge of
    45. but never quite
    46. under
    47. that quilted
    48. green
    49. comforter
    50. wishing for
    51. blue skies
    52. wanting
    53. but never quite
    54. believing
    55. your craft
    56. to be
    57. worthy.

    58. Such
    59. disappointing
    60. harbour
    61. (again).

    62. 鈥淚t is very cold,鈥 you write
    63. 鈥淚t gets dark early
    64. One meets dark figures . . .
    65. frost and ice are everywhere.鈥

    66. You still had
    67. this burning
    68. desire
    69. to set sail
    70. even though
    71. (now and always)
    72. and despite
    73. what long ago
    74. the fortune teller
    75. said 鈥
    76. 鈥淚 see something great
    77. in your hand, something noble鈥 鈥
    78. you were
    79. rudderless.

    80. Marooned
    81. in the grey
    82. you decided
    83. to garden.

    84. Since
    85. they called you
    86. witch
    87. you would
    88. conjure up
    89. bright

    90. flowers
    91. spelling
    92. each other
    93. all year.

    94. In spring
    95. (you wrote)
    96. you planted seeds.
    97. 鈥淚 wanted heaps of poppies . . .

    98. Not one came up.鈥

    99. Instead
    100. (you wrote)
    101. there was sometimes
    102. 鈥渂lue murder
    103. in my wicked heart鈥

    104. and a red dress
    105. in your closet
    106. a 鈥淐hristmas cracker dress鈥
    107. 鈥 the whole village knew and whispered
    108. waiting for another explosion

    109. (like that
    110. which long ago
    111. came
    112. from the
    113. attic).

    114. But you
    115. in your housecoat
    116. frayed
    117. round the edges
    118. like you
    119. red

    120. like your rages
    121. (soothed
    122. with a box
    123. of pills, red
    124. what else?)
    125. found
    126. there were
    127. occasional
    128. red-letter days:
    129. a dream of red
    130. and gilt
    131. a dream of
    132. getting your face
    133. lifted
    134. buying
    135. a bright red wig
    136. to shock
    137. and a purple dress
    138. with pearls
    139. to hoist
    140. your spirits
    141. (when you voyaged
    142. out).

    143. Meantime each day
    144. you made up
    145. your old face
    146. carefully
    147. for the village
    148. children
    149. making faces
    150. at you
    151. who knew
    152. how to spell

    153. little knowing
    154. in that grey mist
    155. hanging over
    156. Cheriton Fitzpaine
    157. how cunningly
    158. you masked
    159. your pain
    160. how carefully
    161. you honed
    162. your craft
    163. how tightly
    164. you held
    165. your pen
    166. how brilliantly
    167. you planned
    168. to write
    169. (though they
    170. no doubt
    171. heard it
    172. as 鈥渞ide鈥)
    173. across that
    174. Wide Sargasso.

    175. 2

    176. Now in the time
    177. of that incredible green
    178. again
    179. in spring
    180. in rain
    181. I come
    182. to the churchyard
    183. at Cheriton Fitzpaine
    184. Devon
    185. knowing
    186. you're there
    187. Lady
    188. sleeping it off
    189. under that dark
    190. grey
    191. stone
    192. though it says
    193. in a categorical
    194. tone:

    195. HERE LIE BURIED THE ASHES
    196. OF MY BELOVED MOTHER
    197. JEAN RHYS, C.B.E., NOVELIST
    198. (ELLA GWENDOLEN HAMER)
    199. BORN
    200. DOMINICA AUGUST 24TH 1890
    201. DIED
    202. EXETER MAY 14TH 1979.

    203. 鈥淕OOD MORNING MIDNIGHT.鈥

    204. I've come to
    205. wake you
    206. with spring flowers
    207. (the ones
    208. you had no
    209. luck with
    210. growing)
    211. 鈥 snowdrops
    212. daffodils
    213. narcissus

    214. knowing
    215. you would prefer
    216. a blanket
    217. of red
    218. 鈥 flame of the forest
    219. hibiscus
    220. heliconia
    221. poinsettia
    222. firecracker
    223. bougainvillea 鈥

    224. for of
    225. Mr Rochester's
    226. first wife
    227. you said:

    228. 鈥淪he is cold
    229. 鈥 and fire
    230. is the only warmth
    231. she knows
    232. in England.鈥

    233. I apologize.

    234. Right now
    235. I'm as divided
    236. as you were
    237. by that sea.

    238. But I'll
    239. be able to
    240. find my way
    241. home again

    242. for that craft
    243. you launched
    244. is so seaworthy
    245. tighter
    246. than you'd ever been
    247. dark voyagers like me
    248. can feel free
    249. to sail.

    250. That fire
    251. you lit
    252. our beacon
    253. to safe harbour
    254. in the islands.

    255. I'd like to take
    256. with me
    257. a picture

    258. and though
    259. you were never one
    260. for photographs
    261. or symmetry
    262. (except
    263. in fiction)
    264. it's to be taken
    265. by the woman
    266. who typed
    267. your last
    268. book.

    269. And though
    270. I know you hate
    271. to be disturbed
    272. just
    273. when you've finally
    274. settled
    275. down
    276. I beg you
    277. to tear yourself

    278. away
    279. from that grey stone
    280. in the churchyard
    281. at Cheriton Fitzpaine
    282. for just one moment
    283. and 鈥

    284. Look,
    285. Miss Rhys:

    286. No rain!

    287. 鈥 and see
    288. Mary Stephenson
    289. standing there
    290. at her ease
    291. waiting
    292. to say
    293. to us both:
    294. 鈥淪mile please.鈥

    Annotations to the Poem

    (prepared by Olive Senior)

    Note: The meditation is based on a visit the poet made to the grave of the Dominican-born writer Jean Rhys (1890-1979), author of Wide Sargasso Sea, among other books. Rhys spent her final years in the village of Cheriton Fitzpaine, Devon, England, where she is buried. Her address was No. 6 Land Boat Bungalows. The poem addresses Rhys and makes references to the titles of many of her books.

    210-212] snowdrops, daffodils, narcissus: English spring flowers.

    217-222] flame of the forest (Spathodea campanulata); hibiscus (Hibiscus rosa-sinensis); heliconia (Heliconia bihai.); poinsettia (Euphorbia pulcherrima); firecracker (Russelia equisetiformis)鈥攁lso called Fountain Bush and Coral Bush; bougainvillea (Bougainvillea glabra): all tropical flowers with red blooms.

    Commentary

    Written by Jordan Stouck, University of British Columbia (Okanagan) and Hyacinth Simpson, Ryerson University.

    In 鈥淢editation on Red,鈥 the speaker or poetic persona, who self identifies as a writer, directly addresses deceased author Jean Rhys. In the process of recalling some of the highs, lows, and literary achievements in Rhys鈥檚 life and writing career, the speaker sees a reflection of her poetic self. But even though it is not an exact reflection (Rhys鈥檚 life was filled with upheavals and personal trauma, for example) the speaker acknowledges Rhys as a literary influence. Both the flowers that the speaker brings to Rhys鈥檚 grave and the poem itself are a tribute to the Dominican-born writer. In the poem, one of the important genealogical links between the speaker and Rhys is their shared experience as migrants鈥攐f being Caribbean writers living away from and writing about the place of their birth. For example, in lines 234-236, the poetic persona admits to feeling 鈥渁s divided鈥 as Rhys did 鈥渂y that sea.鈥 鈥淭hat sea鈥濃攖he Sargassos Sea1 which appears in the title of what is perhaps Rhys鈥檚 most famous work鈥攊s at the centre of the poem鈥檚 network of water-based imagery. This network of images allows Senior to craft a poem that highlight鈥檚 Rhys鈥檚 experience as voyager and outsider. This theme, in part, accounts for the inclusion of 鈥淢editation on Red鈥 among the poems in the 鈥淭ravellers鈥 Tale鈥 section of Gardening in the Tropics.

    As a voyager, Rhys spent much of her adult life criss-crossing Europe (mostly Paris and Vienna) and the UK, but she is often described as a Creole writer2. Her Creole designation is in part because she was born in colonial Dominica to a Welsh doctor and a white Creole mother whose British family had lived in the colony for several generations. Rhys is considered a Creole or Caribbean writer because her Dominican childhood held great importance for her (she left Dominica for England when she was seventeen) and informed many of her novels and short stories. Importantly, Rhys鈥檚 work has been recognized by critics as having made a key contribution to the development of Caribbean writing3, and this is one sense in which Olive Senior draws on Rhys鈥檚 fiction and biography in 鈥淢editation on Red.鈥 Not surprisingly, then, the poetic persona says to Rhys:

    that craft
    you launched
    is so seaworthy
    . . .
    dark voyagers
    like me
    can feel free
    to sail. (lines 241-243; 246-248)

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    While the speaker鈥攚hom Senior indicates is an authorial persona (On Gardens and Gardening)鈥攔ecognizes that there are racial (hence 鈥渄ark voyagers/ like me鈥) and other differences between them that perhaps inform their writing lives, she clearly sees Rhys as a literary foremother. The poem itself is a testament to Rhys鈥檚 influence since the poetic persona draws directly from Rhys鈥檚 books, letters, and unfinished autobiography for content; and the clever wordplay and double meanings that give the poem much of its emotional depth derive from the reader鈥檚 and speaker鈥檚 shared knowledge of the details of Rhys鈥檚 life and work.

    The emotional tone of Rhys鈥檚 life during the years in Cheriton Fitzpaine, Devon, when she struggled to complete Wide Sargasso Sea in what she felt was increasingly becoming a hostile physical and social environment is effectively captured in the first part of the poem. Yet the reader hears Rhys鈥檚 voice directly only at those points in the poem where quotes from her letters are provided. That is because in Part 1 Rhys鈥檚 experiences and viewpoint are filtered through the perspective of the poetic persona who employs colour symbolism and imagery that capture the turbulence and sense of loss, but also the tenacity and determination, of Rhys鈥檚 Devon years. In Part 2, the narrative focus shifts, although it is still the same poetic persona who is speaking. In Part 2, the poetic persona provides details of her own visit to Cheriton Fitzpaine years after Rhys鈥檚 death and uses the occasion to confirm the latter鈥檚 status among Caribbean writers. In the process, the poetic persona counterbalances the sadness and gloom that pervade Part 1 by affirming鈥攁gain through colour symbolism and imagery that resonate with those employed in Part 1鈥 Rhys鈥檚 final triumph, even in death, over all the writerly and personal challenges she faced. The interplay between the symbols, images, sentiments, and tones of Part 1 and Part 2 helps facilitate one author鈥檚 expression of allegiance to, quiet reflection on, and appreciation of another author鈥檚 work and craft. Hence the use of the word 鈥渕editation鈥 in the title as the poem is an actual contemplation on what it means to be a writer鈥攁nd particularly a writer from the Caribbean who lives and writes away from home.

    In her interview with Hyacinth Simpson, Olive Senior recalls reading 鈥渆verything [she] could find by and about Jean Rhys鈥 as a way of developing her vocabulary for the poem (On Gardens and Gardening). The poem contains many allusions to, and sometimes quotes directly from, letters Rhys wrote to various people when she lived in the village of Cheriton Fitzpaine between 1960 and the late 1970s. For example, the poem begins with references to the dampness of the Devonshire countryside. In the opening stanzas, the poetic persona echoes Rhys鈥檚 initial impressions of the place when she speaks of the 鈥渓imitless 鈥ain鈥 (lines 10-11) and 鈥減erpetual flooding鈥 (line 39) at Land Boat Bungalows, the aptly named group of cottages where Rhys lived in Cheriton Fitzpaine. In a letter to her daughter, Maryvonne, upon first arriving in the village Rhys wrote: 鈥淎bove all Rain. It has hardly stopped since we came! (Wyndham and Melly 195). Rhys also complained about 鈥渂ad floods鈥 caused by the River Exeter overflowing its boundaries after months of unceasing rainfall (Wyndham and Melly 196). Alongside the rain, tears, drink/ing, and sailing are among other aqueous references in the poem, and together these form a network of water imagery that the poet (both Senior and her authorial persona) uses to underscore the sense of loss, overwhelm, and helplessness that dogged Rhys in the final decades of her life. Rhys鈥檚 letters indicate that she was often felt like she was drowning in depression brought on by having very little money, her own and her third husband鈥檚 illnesses, and the copious amounts of alcohol that she consumed. She was, indeed, often in 鈥渇ear of being left/ high and dry鈥 (lines 35-36) by family, friends, and the literary world. In a similar vein, the sense of steering a boat, often through threatening waters, becomes a recurring image in the poem for the art of writing, a 鈥渃raft鈥 (connoting both skill and vessel) (lines 55, 162, 241) that Rhys struggled with. But, as the poetic persona notes, despite her struggles, Rhys was able to launch a seaworthy craft that served both her and the writers she has influenced.

    Colour symbolism is the main literary device employed to create and extend meaning in the poem. Like "Meditation on Yellow", "Meditation on Red" is a colour poem because a significant portion of what it means鈥攖hat is, the ideas and emotions it conveys鈥攊s realised through associations made with the colour red. In On Gardens and Gardening, Senior indicates that she uses red to structure the poem because it is the colour 鈥渕ost associated with [Rhys].鈥 As with the water imagery, the poem mines Rhys鈥檚 fiction (particularly Wide Sargasso Sea) and letters for material through which such associations are made. Red features largely in the poem because Rhys seemed to have favoured the colour. She wore and surrounded herself with it whenever she wanted to bring some unaccustomed cheer into her life. When she first moved into No. 6 Land Boat Bungalows, Rhys told her daughter that 鈥淸the cottage] is already very comfortable鈥揵ut I will make it glitter a bit, for it can be dark in the rain. It needs Red. A lot鈥 (Wyndham and Melly 195). In line 106, the poetic persona recalls the red 鈥淐hristmas cracker dress鈥 that Rhys wrote about in a letter to her daughter in December 1961 (Wyndham and Melly 201). Rhys鈥檚 purchase of the dress (although she ended up not wearing it) apparently defied the social norms of Devon society because it led to gossip among her neighbours (Wyndham and Melly 209). The planting of poppies, the consumption of red pills, the wearing of a red wig, and the use of red and gilt d茅cor, all mentioned in Rhys鈥檚 letters between 1960 and 1963, help to further develop the poem鈥檚 colour symbolism and the use of red as Rhys鈥檚 identifying colour.

    The narrow-mindedness of Devon society hinted at in the reactions to the red dress eventually becomes a more dominant theme in Rhys鈥檚 letters from 1963 on. She claimed on more than one occasion that her neighbours accused her of being a witch; and she wrote to Selma Vaz Dias to say that her neighbours distrusted her because she was a writer, an occupation deemed suspect by the illiterate villagers (Wyndham and Melly 241). Senior carefully choses words such as 鈥渟pell/ing,鈥 鈥渃onjure,鈥 鈥渃raft鈥 and 鈥渞ide鈥 (rather than, as the poem notes, 鈥渨rite鈥) that allude to both Rhys鈥檚 supposed witchcraft and to her vocation as a writer. Senior鈥檚 diction in 鈥淢ediation in Red鈥 is thus, like the poem鈥檚 perspective, dual, as it draws out Rhys鈥檚 meanings as well as those of the poetic persona.

    The poem also makes numerous references to Rhys鈥檚 published novels and short stories. Voyage in the Dark was the first novel that Rhys wrote (although it was her fourth published work), and Senior plays with that title in lines 1-2, 141-142, and 246. Wide Sargasso Sea is also referenced. The lines 鈥渨aiting for another explosion/ (like that/ which long ago/ came/ from the/ attic)鈥 (108-113) refer to the first Mrs. Rochester, Rhys鈥檚 heroine in Wide Sargasso Sea who sets the house on fire after years of being imprisoned in the attic by her husband. Rhys鈥檚 heroine is inspired to burn the house down after seeing a red dress hanging in the attic closet, which makes the allusions to red鈥攁nd to Rhys鈥檚 own red dress鈥攄iscussed above even more nuanced. Later on, the poem again makes reference to Wide Sargasso Sea by quoting a sentence Rhys wrote about the novel鈥檚 ending in a letter to Vaz Dias in 1958: 鈥淪he [the first Mrs. Rochester] is cold鈥揳nd fire is the only warmth she knows in England鈥 (Wyndham and Melly 157). The second part of Senior鈥檚 poem makes poignant and elegiac references to lesser known works by Rhys. Sleep it Off, Lady, alluded to in lines 186-187 of the poem, is the title of Rhys鈥檚 last published short story collection. Good Morning, Midnight (line 202), which is inscribed on Rhys鈥檚 tombstone, is the title of her fourth novel. 鈥淪mile Please,鈥 the final words of the poem, is the title of Rhys鈥檚 posthumous memoir.

    Furthermore, the many allusions to Rhys鈥檚 work in the poem draw attention to other layers of intertextuality. For example, Wide Sargasso Sea is a rewriting of Charlotte Bronte鈥檚 Jane Eyre, 鈥淕ood Morning, Midnight鈥 is the title of a poem by Emily Dickinson, and The Voyage Out was a novel by Virginia Woolf. Senior鈥檚 poetic persona explicitly recalls the latter in the phrase 鈥渨hen you voyaged out鈥 (lines 141-142). Intertextuality, as Tobias Doring points out, allows multiple perspectives to exist within a work and offers a 鈥渘etwork of exchange and circulation鈥 (8) rather than a single authorial perspective. In the references to Rhys鈥檚 letters and books, Senior employs Rhys鈥檚 own cross-textual approach to facilitate a dialogue between past and current authors and texts. This intertextuality allows Senior to give validity to Rhys鈥檚 perspective while also asserting the poetic persona鈥檚 point of view. Rhys鈥檚 rewriting of Bront毛鈥檚 Jane Eyre was a clear acknowledgement of the literary influence of the English novel, even as Wide Sargasso Sea was written as a counter narrative to, as Gayatri Spivak has famously argued, assert 鈥渢he interest of the white Creole鈥 (253). In a similar manner, Senior pays tribute to Rhys鈥檚 oeuvre while also affirming her poetic persona鈥檚 (and perhaps her own) perspective as a differently-positioned, contemporary Caribbean writer.

    But the poetic persona does not share Rhys鈥檚 sense of alienation, even though they are both far away from home. True, the trope of the voyage used throughout the poem underscores their positioning as diasporic writers from the Caribbean. As well, not only does the image of steering a boat reference the craft of writing, as mentioned above, but the idea of traversing the Sargasso Sea, of voyaging out, of crossing and re-crossing the Atlantic is crucial to the experiences of alienation and belonging that the poem explores. Atlantic passages are fraught due to histories of colonialism and slavery, and Rhys鈥檚 voyage to and eventual marooning in England resulted in an ongoing sense of alienation that even her intelligence and writing (鈥渃rafts鈥 both) could not overcome. But Senior鈥檚 poetic persona has found a means to belong鈥 a 鈥渂eacon/ to safe harbour/ in the islands鈥 (lines 251-253)鈥攕eemingly through her mediation on Rhys鈥檚 life and work. Although 鈥渄ivided,鈥 as Rhys was, 鈥渂y that sea鈥 (lines 234-236), Senior鈥檚 poetic persona remains confident and hopeful in her ability to speak and move between places. As Gyllian Phillips has noted, the speaker of the poem enacts a 鈥渞ich transformation,鈥 undoing 鈥渢he binaries that would appear to inform her relationship with Rhys鈥濃攏amely the binaries of race, age, and colonial history (202). At the end of the poem, it seems that Senior鈥檚 speaker breathes new life into Rhys. Imagining that Rhys wakes up from her deathly sleep to smile in the photograph with her, Senior鈥檚 speaker jubilantly observes that the rain Rhys so despised has stopped in honour of the moment. That final image of the two writers symmetrically arranged in the frame appears to be a homecoming for both of them; and it effects a seamless transition between past and contemporary traditions of Caribbean writing.

    Notes

    1 Named after the sargassum seaweed growing there, the Sargasso Sea is an area of the North Atlantic Ocean noted for its strong currents. It must be crossed in the passage between England and the Caribbean.

    2 The term 鈥渃reole,鈥 which gained currency in the 18th and 19th centuries, has been used to refer to anyone born or long resident in the Caribbean. It has also been used to refer to people of mixed heritage, for whom other terms such as 鈥渂rown鈥 and 鈥渕ulatto鈥 have been employed. As well, 鈥渃reole鈥 is used in Caribbean literary and cultural criticism to refer to the unique historical conditions of slavery and plantation society under which several ethnicities and nationalities (African, British, Chinese, Indian, etc.) came into contact. Several critics have also specifically identified Rhys as a creole writer. See, for example, Judith Raiskin鈥檚 Snow on the Canefields; Women鈥檚 Writing and Creole Subjectivity in which the author includes Rhys among a group of four British-connected creoles she discusses.

    3 After Rhys鈥檚 final novel Wide Sargasso Sea was published in 1966, it 鈥揳nd Rhys鈥攚ere claimed by Caribbean literary critics as belonging to the Anglophone Caribbean (or West Indian) literary tradition. For example, in 1968, Wally Look Lai wrote; 鈥淸T]here can be little doubt that a serious reading will reveal Wide Sargasso Sea to be one of the genuine masterpieces of West Indian fiction鈥 (38). John Hearne argued that Wide Sargasso Sea was 鈥渢he touchstone against which to assay West Indian fiction before and after it鈥 (323-324), while Kenneth Ramchand hailed Rhys鈥檚 reemergence and the novel鈥檚 publication as 鈥渢he most spectacular turn of fortune鈥 (xi) for west Indian literature.

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    Hearne, John. "The Wide Sargasso Sea: A West Indian Reflection." Cornhill Magazine 1080 (Summer 1974): 323-333. Print.

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